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smile friday: this little lady finally bought her ticket to come to chicago which means I can finally allow myself to get excited edition aka I have been having an amazing day so I am rocking a huge grin on my face edition
things making me smile this week:
- planning all of the things I am going to do when Brooke gets here
- my mother referring to Brooke as my soulmate on the phone when talking to my father
- my birthday trip finally coming together. my mother gave me a list of 5 trips to rank and of course one of my father’s top choices was my second to last choice! i’ll get into the details later, but right now I am too nervous to jinx everything. let me just say, I am jumping out of my seat with happiness at even the idea of the trip we picked. as per the happiness project, I know we tend to glean the most happiness from the excitement prior to a trip, so I am trying to savor every one of these moments. but let’s be honest, I’ll be pretty darn happy during the trip too-whatever that trip may be. please be my first choice!
- working out a lot. I never want to work out but I always feel so much happier afterwards. now lets see if I can stick to it this weekend too!
- an amazing concert & hanging out with jess. hanging out with her is effortless, we always manage to have fun no matter what we do [she was even a good sport about me dragging her to yoga!] which is the way friendships should be. it’s kinda funny to think I am friends with someone I met through tumblr but that’s why I love it here.
- taking time for myself. after my horrible date on monday I officially decided to take a break from dating. it has left me with a lot of free time to read, work out and just be. I should probably use this time to be more social with my friends but for the moment, I am enjoying taking time to myself. and hey, I actually remembered I like spending time by myself. what a wonderful thing.
- tracy. I was so nervous that after my brother broke up with her we wouldn’t be friends/see each other but it has been like nothing has changed which is so relieving. she is without a doubt one of my closest friends in Chicago and as I have gotten older I have realized how precious good friends are. and she is certainly a good friend worth holding on to.
- showing self control. after wondering if this was a trait I even possessed I actually really surprised myself with this one. it’s interesting and important to challenge yourself and it’s nice to actually be able to rise up and meet those challenges.